COLLEGE DIARIES #2

 SECOND DRAFT:

So again i came with a lot of struggles, beautiful moments, and many more maybe i can't even complete this in draft i have to write more .. Coming back to the story as again i am saying thisis a new style so read it wisely . Grab your snacks, chai o ya coffee and kripiya baithke meri baat ko dhyaan se sune oops no dhyaan se padhe :)

So college we know is not always about study it is also about friendship, love, betrayals, forgiveness, new bonds and many more ... this time it's about a love-hate, chit chat i am gonna share what i felt in two weeks of my first year, dekho main iss luv shuv mein nhi hoon toh yeh meri kahani nhi hai yeh hai campus ki unsuni aur dekhi aur ya par ek love story jo shuruwat toh nhi hui par main iss ki shuruwat thoda thoda milon door se dikh raha hai. 

" Pyaar waali kahaniyaan toh badi padhi hai aur dekhi bhi itne hopeless romantic hone ka sara ilzaam main bollywood aur yash chopra ke saare movies ki dungi SRK ke woh dialogues aur Sooraj R. Barjatya ke filmon mein sharmaati hui herione ne badaya hai ". Bollywood sikhata hai ki pyaar ekdum bg music ke saath aata hai . Mere life ka bgm mein alarm ki music bajegi .. '' jokes apart in campus we can see so many love birds , so pyaar syaar woh dekh ke une sharam toh nahi mujhe aa jayegi nothing offesive though coz its their choice par mujhe abhi tak aisa bollywood moment feel nhi hua matlab mujhe toh ab tak koi college ke corridor mein girte hue books utha kar "love at first sight" wali kahani shuru nhi karne diya _ bas mess ke aloo kha kha ke ab mein potato khaandan ki member ban gayi hoon . 

Waise sach bataun , In this generation i feel finding a true love is like finding a diamond in full stump of coal . Jo sirf naseeb walon ko milta hai ;(

 Coming to the story jisme love ki shuruwat toh thoda thoda dikh raha hai ..

So yeh pyaar shuru hua ek first glimpse ke saath not a bollywood style but kinda then it started with a "HI" which was a awkward from a female protaganist point of view (pov). but as we are a audience, entertaiment ke bhooke hum humein toh bada maaza aaya , waise awkwardness ke saath thoda thoda dosti ka shuruwat dikha . as we know context dosti se shuru hua pyaar ka ....

filhaal toh texting, awkward 'HI' in between both the protaganist is making a  story complete vibe off but khaafi kuch hone ke baad bhi thoda bahut in between tension, little shyness, a millisecond of eyecontacts is making it look like a "Slow Burn Romance" which we can assume is primary part of trope. Here the tropes i can't reveal coz yeh story ek novel deserve karta hai jo kabhi na kabhi aap loge ke pyaar aur ashirvad se future mein aa sakta hai. If I say about a context is that both the male protagonist and female protagonist are shy, awkward , ek full blown patakha aur ek thoda shaant sa par cool banne ke sath thoda sa fool, yahan par ek aur trope disclose hua that is "Opposite Attracts". 

ek baat toh hai iss story mein time lage par dosti ke saath kuch ummed bhi kar sakte awkward hi ke saath ph no. lene tak ka safar was really a smooth i would say . I think aap logo ko yaad hoga that few days ago we had a flashmob were we had akind of fun with dance and music usi waqt se toh nahi par uske baad as u know kuch mazedaar hone baad we know that we post a lot of pictures, snaps and insta pics , and videos too so in that context being bold of female protagonist , she got no. and so there it started with text as a starter pack,  main course aane mein filhaal toh time hai . 

See "LOVE STORIES'' ki the end nahi hoti hai haan woh kisika poora hota hai toh kisika adhoora reh jat ahi iska matlab yeh nahi ki hum pyaar shabdo pe bharosa hi bhul jaye . Woh pyaar sirf physically hona yaha phir in romantic way hona is not necessary . Love comes throgh a bond of frindship, sister , brother , many more relationship which is more about respect, care and self love too..  not in just a romantic way.  

Glimpse of this story i should pull it till this much aagey jaan ne ke liye toh aap logo ko sabr karna padega kyuki yeh author bhi ab assignments ke jhol mein fas gayi hai . 

For me maybe being in last stage of teenage years, I truly can't describe love or related to this because for me love is like a sunshine which is also a usual things which comes with a time , I grew up watching a full bollywood romcom of all 00s to current love stories and reading a lot of romcom stories ok don't judge not all love story is a cringe . Meanwhile i am not gonna give justification because its about their own likings u can't demean any other likings coz u don't like it , it would be a utterly a sick of mind to not follow your ownself  but dusro ko judge karna ke time woh age aayi jaate hai chalo main distract ho gayi coming to the point- saying true current loves stories maynot have depth emotions but ek Arijit singh ya phir sonu nigam ka bgm can make me flutter tab toh delusinal ki nadiyaan bhi paar kardun.  

  

"Love shayad ek emotion hai, shayad ek illusion, Mere liye abhitoh woh ek elective subject hai - optional hai, par atendance kabhi na kabhi deni hi padegi."

DISCLAIMER: this is a pure fun and fictional kripiya sach na samjhe aur agar samjhe bhi toh... iss love story ko filhaal intermission pe rakhte hai till then complete ur coke and groove for a next part ... hehe...

P.S.:- yeh meri love story nahi hai apki yeh author kripiya apne assignment mein uljhi hui hai phir bhi aap logo ka pyaara response dekh ke socha aj thoda apne clg ki upadate doon . but this was fun to write coz full of genz words and mix of english and hindi (hinglish) sentence made me goofy now its upto u how you ganna love it . 

Till then ke liye Bye.... kripiya hate na dey agar kuch part aapko trigger laga toh usey aapke bade dil se maaf karde aur intezaar kare next draft ke liye .......

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