" Messy Buns & Midnight Runs"

THIRD DRAFT: So here again i came but this time it's a phase of missing home, home cooked food, ma's scoldings to wake up late.. these all things i am missing but can't complain i have to deal and make out of it ... moreover Durga puja is coming so homecoming is awaiting......yayy!!!!! Coming to the part where i put a comma,hold ur climax part ..... but the story revolves; not romantically but more of emotional growth and comunication issues from one side which was unexpectedly a full stop phase. Ab kya hi bolu kuch cheezon ko agar fix karna ho toh woh koi aur aake nahi kar sakta uss cheez ko agar thik karna hai toh woh khud hi kar sakta hai. Nowadays also some people are out there who tries to be cool but becomes fool. See i am not a person to judge others, where i'm a person with a lot of flaws but out of my shell i saw so many persons with a lot complications, immamtureness or a person with mature, cold hearted or a peron with friendly,vibing with others , so earth h...

  SECOND DRAFT: So again i came with a lot of struggles, beautiful moments, and many more maybe i can't even complete this in draft i have to write more .. Coming back to the story as again i am saying thisis a new style so read it wisely . Grab your snacks, chai o ya coffee and kripiya baithke meri baat ko dhyaan se sune oops no dhyaan se padhe :) So college we know is not always about study it is also about friendship, love, betrayals, forgiveness, new bonds and many more ... this time it's about a love-hate, chit chat i am gonna share what i felt in two weeks of my first year, dekho main iss luv shuv mein nhi hoon toh yeh meri kahani nhi hai yeh hai campus ki unsuni aur dekhi aur ya par ek love story jo shuruwat toh nhi hui par main iss ki shuruwat thoda thoda milon door se dikh raha hai.  " Pyaar waali kahaniyaan toh badi padhi hai aur dekhi bhi itne hopeless romantic hone ka sara ilzaam main bollywood aur yash chopra ke saare movies ki dungi SRK ke woh dialogues aur S...

  FIRST DRAFT :  From where should i start , hm! So the day was filled with with a lot of nervousness, excitement, happiness, pressure of making a new friends which is a common trait we bear . I would say that i had a lot of churns inside my stomach which was feeling like burst coz in 18 yrs of my life i never entered my first day of school without holding my Baba's hand and a careful speeches of surviving all huddles. But the first day of mu college no hand holds , no sign of warning from Baba, Ma , it felt incomplete that doesn't make i didn't get lecture or a sweet words from my Ma to not get into any sought of problems meaning no boyfriend rule which i can't crack ;) . Which was indeed a first warn she gave then to study , eat properly, stay hydrate. Keeping this all in my i step into university building , so for me it was not trouble to find ny classroom; so people i can't realate with coz our teacher's made sure we have a clear path to our classroom. So he...

A NIGHT BEFORE LEAVING: Packing stuffs , holding lot of cries in heart but can't show coz it would make me weak to leave a place where i grew up with so many emotions , two luggages is also not enough to carry what i am leaving behind the chaos, mumma's food , taking care of me when i used to have fever , baba making sure i am taing everything but my heart whispers i want u to come but no I think this is what life takes up with new rollercoaster but videocalling doesn't fill the gaps which is absent in this hostel room .  THE ROLLERCOASTER First changes that made me apart after a 18 years of my comfort was literally a rollercoaster of growth and it made a impact of life with a changes which make my stomach flutter with a lot of butterflies if nervous,excitement , and handling a emotions wast cue of my brain which does not supourt the what my emotions feel. Writing this also my eyes filed with lot of spell of water and whispers which is whipped by mouth only with a silent wh...