COLLEGE DIARIES #3

THIRD DRAFT:



So here again i came but this time it's a phase of missing home, home cooked food, ma's scoldings to wake up late.. these all things i am missing but can't complain i have to deal and make out of it ... moreover Durga puja is coming so homecoming is awaiting......yayy!!!!!
Coming to the part where i put a comma,hold ur climax part ..... but the story revolves; not romantically but more of emotional growth and comunication issues from one side which was unexpectedly a full stop phase. Ab kya hi bolu kuch cheezon ko agar fix karna ho toh woh koi aur aake nahi kar sakta uss cheez ko agar thik karna hai toh woh khud hi kar sakta hai. Nowadays also some people are out there who tries to be cool but becomes fool. See i am not a person to judge others, where i'm a person with a lot of flaws but out of my shell i saw so many persons with a lot complications, immamtureness or a person with mature, cold hearted or a peron with friendly,vibing with others , so earth has a full of people with different personalities. 

Bollywood wale yeh moment kabhi nahi dikhate par asal zindagi mein yeh kaafi logon ke saath hua hai i guess kuch relate karein aur kuch relate na bhi kar sakhe . So both the protagonist thought meeting just like a casual walk and talk or getting to know each other jahan humari pyaari heroine bahut kuch sawaalon ke saath aur cheeks pe blush leke woh aagey badne ka socha and in other side humare kwool hero apne dost ke saath aaye par yeh humari heroine ko invite kiya gaya tha last moment plan change karne ke karan so hero ko gaali na dein unhone pehle clear kiya par unhone khud heroine invite kiya dusre planning and fmc thought of going to ( blushing moment).
Next day with blushy cheeks and jhumkas our pyaari fmc (with her cool sahelis) went to meet him and his frnds , whereas it was a awkward moment for fmc but our hero was so dumb with this things he neither started the talk nor tried to make her indulge with friends talk where she was trying her best not to feel left out coming to the friends of him( they and fmc's cool sahelis) tried not to get between them so that they could talk . Lekin humare kwool hero heroine ko chodkar apne frnds ke saath baat akrne mein busy ho gaye ( ab aap gali de sakte hai) . Matlab what's a point of inviting her if you don't give her priority or ok if you are shy to talk then also if u're able to talk with your frnds then u could have made her also indulge in one of these converstions to not make her feel completely unnoticed . 

Itna kuch hone ke baad when fmc tried to confront him virtually but the issue begins here he is not completely sure what to say always a nonchalant to these matter makes it more tough to friendships too.

I know some of you may say he is not completely wrong but a pov of him if we conclude he carries a dual personality which is like a differnt person who text and a total change in meeting a real . A person if he/she tries so much efforts to talk u can say he/she has something for you. pata nahi iss cheez ko samajhne ke liye koi class hona chahiye jahan log aone dil ki baat keh without feeling the scare of rejection.


pyaar mein attraction, infatuation, love, sad, grieve, rejection sab kuch hota hai par confession aur rejection ke beech wale phase ko kya kehte hai???

iss sawal ka jawab aap sab dein...

So filhaal kahani yahan tak,  pata nahi yeh kahani pura hoga yaha phir yeh yahin se kuch aur twist laaye iss ke liye apko wait karna padega . Aapki yeh author filhaal holidays pe hai aur lazy bhi hai siliye aj without any context yeh likha waise bhi aap log iske agey kya hua jaanne ke liye utsukh bhi the so yeh puri toh nhai par adhuri bhi nahi hai ..aagey janne ke liye kripiya next draft ka intezaar kijiye . 


pyaar karna aur pyaar nibhaane mein faraq hota hai 
pyaar ko samajhna bhi qala hota hai
isse ek lafz mein iss sabd ko hum bayaan nhi kar sakte 
par junoon ho toh iss ko sawaar bhi sakte hai 

~iti sribblesundari 



DISCLAIMER: this is a pure fun and fictional kripiya sach na samjhe aur agar samjhe bhi toh... iss love story ko filhaal intermission pe rakhte hai till then complete ur coke and groove for a next part ... hehe...

P.S.:- yeh meri love story nahi hai apki yeh author kripiya apne holidays enjoy kar rahi hai phir bhi aap logon ka pyaara response dekh ke socha aj thoda apne clg lyf  ki upadate doon, but this was fun to write coz full of genz words and mix of english and hindi (hinglish) sentence made me goofy now its upto u how you ganna love it . 
Till then ke liye Bye.... kripiya hate na dey agar kuch part aapko trigger laga toh usey aapke bade dil se maaf karde aur intezaar kare next draft ke liye .......
THANK YOU


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